pura vida

an experiment in forced family fun

leaving los angeles

The interstate knows the things I have suffered
it swallows the air like a mouth
giant, gaping,
its grey held up by posts
a brutal rise to the sky.
Like arrows
they direct a purpose
pointing up, they are lunar
without oxygen and without light
without a heartbeat or a nerve.

How many birds died here?
How many flies and bees and small creatures?
their fur bristling as they stared down
the noise
and the deep need
to move quickly forward.

Their ghosts are sitting on my shoulder now
and my heart is full with them.
We are going underground together and
maybe I will be brave and exhume their bodies.
I will touch their crumbling wings and pin
their rotting carcasses to my chest.
I want to remember them,
to hold them as a talisman,
to touch the flesh of what is sacrificed
in the name of speed.

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